UNDESERVED II

Days and night she is growing old

The loving Mary I fell in love with in this cold

Her physique and tempo could not mold

The urge that I besought in others so bold

 

Yesterday he saw her again walking

His eyes escorted her as her rocked him popping

This feeling that made his searching soul haunting

Was a grief that she made him taunting

Face that enveloped from the heavens

Her waist as the neck of a wine bottle so ancient

Her curves made him feel this presence

A spotted beauty so made his pace not patient

 

Night unforetold he beds with her

She too was in dire need of him in blur

Tons of expression arranged in a bar

He could not believe he had made it later this far

 

Time unraveled that it became a habit

Miss Taker pulled his emotions to a lesser summit

Her gamble was royal compared to his latter permit

Mary was a late bygone vomit

Every night he came home late

Distressing it was in the books tamed

The bride couldn’t please her mate

She was nothing compared to her new he blamed

 

Her slow sweet sensational words kept him unease

The present details made a total piss

I adore you and after this kiss

I pray that you may now leave me in peace

 

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UNDESERVED

The faint smell of rum rushed out her red lips

She wailed a happy song that muttered in her wits

Still at the door unable to open with her keys

Tumbling down all the way to her crying knees

 

Robby gave my hard time as a bride

He left me for a loath of a huge bribe

I sank my hopes and dreams in all favor to abide

A capsizing ship at the shore with clueless vibe

My name is Mary and I am a black widow

He died and left me gazing out the standing window

The luggage packed in haste of a billow

Pottered crying my fault in a willow

 

I tried again and again but he would not look

The passionate seduction not even in my bare suit

Time was a factor that ran his entire book

His wedded denied satisfaction an alarming hoot

 

One evening as a delivery was made

I found the postman charming not to evade

A giggle or two that I had to persuade

A ravishing ecstasy marked my parade

He walked in the house from work I unaware

The mourning yearning sounds for me to bear

Opened the door and saw a stranger on top there

Saw him walk out the door and followed him for I was a care

 

She could not look into his eyes again

His mystery to her was a bargain

Denial meant for this to happen

She wallows every night for she is left sunken

ANGER

Trapped

“I don’t care”, her intonation rose

Deep dread drained darkness all alone

No edge in spite she made everyone close

Disappear for her perfection throttled damned be-gone

 

Lost

Irreplaceable clinch to fill the hollow void

Her demons that she couldn’t willingly avoid

Nowhere to go, a wonderer without uphold

Dead and done, everything unfair and cold

 

Erupt

No peace beyond her rage

Unfreezing her emotion from locked cage

She criticizes behind the bars’ uprooting her luggage

Words of sorrow yet in trembling courage

ALIEN

The gray clouds converge covering the cower sky
Drops from the heaven haven the given fall as pie
Shouts from the shook shocks that spook avail loud cry
Followed by shatter that splitter fast up so high
He was all alone, sucked in prime
Everyone begone, he was awaiting his time
Trugded, a footloose walking by
Induced, with faith for he was last to say bye
Everything he did he couldn’t believe
Nothing in need for he was still alive
Everywhere went he didnt want to strive
Nowhere event emptied his hope to dive
Squished in rags, pondered his soul
Bruises and marks, yonder fatal
Anguish of tasks, wonder be foul
Face that masks a Honda in toe
Caught in eye landed vanquished
Speech from his sound always parried
All that he touched had to be deceased
On foot as he lands means distorted
In a far land away from his own
The matter of fact he knows not from
He was and still is alone
In a journey that he cannot have a home
Everyone afraid to die alone in this hold
Consumption of demise ever bold
Furry ashamed he knows not gold
Being cursed for what he had was cold

DONT LET ME GO

In this dark parade of silence

Scope my mind in echo empty guidance

Differentiating all between prudence and unremarkable foolish independence

Alone in the mockery of within violence

 

Well with no harm in their business tool of a day

Father moils and toils to provide daily bread

His better gives the comfort in family to portray

Both deeper in their duties leaving considerate parade

 

Lost years it was all my fault

Benny, Brendy and Ivy sorry to put you in a vault

You tried to convince an arrogant rot

I pushed away minds of nurtured insisting thought

 

Being caged inside in this long agitating queue

Equinox of dark and light with impelling actions

Drawn cursing regrets rebuke on soliloquy

Forgive, withdraw my sins don’t leave me in this confusion

 

 

ILLOGIC

Inhale from the womb suffocating in the other world

Feed to substantiate growth,hunger to proclaim both amiss not odd

Suckle from her breasts,split out what she feeds cooked

Gladly ingest what we need to, obligatory deficate not to be rooked

Play for a thought to happily enjoy,having it too much to be exhaust

Yell get to scream for injury, laughter in joy return for fun

Gasp the books knowledge in excite,neglect reject learning becomes a boring gun

Intellect of perpetual understanding,minority delays of a simpleton

Tend to live though in a life of suffocation

We run all the way not having imaginations to walk a plan

Obliged to hurry forgetting we are late already to slow the pace

Inspire of death, still living in their hearts of ace

Scruple Confession

I like you, sorry, forgive me

I love you, had to say that to thee

The three words so uncertain to be

For what I have for you could be a plea

The first day we met, I undyingly fell in love

That’s the prosperous lie we could get, you were nothing to have

It was all in a gamble bet, for had them two ravishing bottoms curve

To treat you as my pet, feeling high though low above

First, our eyes would meet, and I would sprout

Second, I really shmucked at your laugh, made me pout

Tertian, nature of the walk really had to count out

Now, would I want only you on my site now and about

It is no excuse that I was and am throwing it away

This deep sunken peeling feeling that I poses this unexpected day

So murky mooshy and calm as morning bay

You being the absolute contrary that I had in my own display

Dont expect anything at all, reprimand me not being earlier bold

You are keen as an owl, fear pounds me wont hold

All I want is your happy explicit, though am dumb now to admit

All trying to clarify is that you are my perfect misfit addict